Sunday, February 22, 2009

Here I Go Again...

I just would like to reiterate a previous post......CANCER SUCKS!!!

And here's why: I recently had a PET Scan done which showed a lump/lymph nodes in my left lung that was suspicious. So, last Thursday they scheduled me for a lung biopsy. I'm still waiting for the pathology results which I should get on Monday or Tuesday.

I also had my mammogram last Tuesday, which I haven't gotten the results back from because they were waiting to get a copy of my films from last March for comparison. Hopefully that report will come in this week as well.

Now onto the news I did receive this past Friday. But, first a little background. In the last two months or so, I have been suffering from symptoms which I believed were from sleep exhautsion from the insomnia I have. Symptoms such as severe memory loss, headaches, balance and walking issues, having trouble writing and swallowing, and my speach has gotten thick-tongued: having trouble forming and enunciating words correctly.

So, on Friday while I was getting my Herceptin treatment, my doctor came over to see how I was doing from the lung biopsy from the previous day. Well, I told him the boipsy went fine, but I was having these issues with my sleep and told him my symptoms. He immediatly ordered an urgent MRI of the head that day right after my treatment.

I went to get the MRI with contrast done and before I was even out of the building, my doctor's nurse called me and asked me to come back to the doctors office. Not a very good sign if you ask me! Anyway, when I got there he sat me down and told me that there were multiple lesions on my brain and he had called a radiation oncologist who specializes in brain radiation treatments and set up an appt. immediately after my talk with him.

Unfortunately, he and the radiaiton oncologist have not gotten the official report from the radiaologist who did the MRI. The radiologist just called my doctor immediately to inform him to get me into treatment as soon as possible. So, we don't know how many lesions or where they are as of yet. That information should be in Monday or Tuesday of this week.

But, the good news is that because of the quick notification of my situation, I was able to meet with the radiation oncologist on Friday evening to get a CAT Scan and my radiation mask made, along with a mapped out plan to get me started on treatment on Monday. They don't mess around with this stuff, they didn't even wait for the official report which really would have only taken about a week to get, if that.

They've already started me on a steriod regimen to eleviate the swelling in my head which will help with the swelling from my first radiation treatment on Monday. The radiation treatments cause swelling, which may or may not induce seizures. If we get most of the swelling down with the steriods, my risk of seizure may go down as well.

Oh, and get this. On the CAT Scan at the radiation oncologist office, even though it wasn't done with contrast, the doctor was able to see one of the lesions in my cerebellum. I apparently have a golf ball sized tumor in the motor skills part of my brain, hence some of my symptoms. I kept feeling like I was drunk without even touching a drop of alcohol. Wonder why!

My doctors and I are very positive that they will be able to eradicate most if not all of the tumors with radiation. Now I'm just waiting for the lung biopsy and mammogram reports to come in. Hopefully, they are clean, but if not, I will fight those battles as well. Please keep me in your prayers as I go through the next round(s) of battling this evil disease.

God Bless,
Noelle

6 Comments:

Anonymous said...

Noelle,

You are one tough warrior princess! Stay strong. I am praying for/with you. Oh yeah, I agree with you, cancer sucks!

This is my favorite verse.
Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong. 1 Cor 16:13

Chris Orvis

Debs said...

Sounds like a great plan of action. Sounds like a total God thing that your doctor was where he was when you were having your Herceptin treatment. I'm so proud of yuo and how you've handled all this. I want to come visit you bearing food from one of our favorite places... so let me know when I can.

Love you...

Anonymous said...

So, only you will appreciate this.....I DID get up at 5:15 AM sat and sunday and it SUCKED BUTT!!!, aren't you glad you are NOT me!!! haaaaa haaaa still peeing about that!!! ok, so around 11 ish tomm.....I will be praying for your treatment to be fast, simple, and NO hair loss!!! You know I love you!!!!
Randi

Anonymous said...

So, only you will appreciate this.....I DID get up at 5:15 AM sat and sunday and it SUCKED BUTT!!!, aren't you glad you are NOT me!!! haaaaa haaaa still peeing about that!!! ok, so around 11 ish tomm.....I will be praying for your treatment to be fast, simple, and NO hair loss!!! You know I love you!!!!
Randi

lisi said...

thanks for the update noelle.. will be praying~
it's an hour ahead here.. so you are probably on your way to the treatment this morning..
father,
you are all knowing, so i ask that you stay closer than ever to noelle right now where she is, so she can feel you and hear you..
please papa, fill her with your healing, fill her with all that you have, and allow her to stand firm on your words, 'i will never forsake you, or leave you'~
i love you gracious lord, please shower your grace and mercy on noelle.. thank you for her and all that she means to her family and friends.. your son's blood is redeeming to us and i thank you, jesus, for always restoring every situation, no matter how big, no matter how small.. please cover her with that blood of the cross, that only you can understand the pain and the sting of this season for noelle.. thank you for your strength you give her~ holy spirit, you are the comfort for me, and i know that you bring peace and even joy during battles.. please uplift, sustain, and preserve noelle today, and everyday! pour your holy presence over her head, anoint her in this valley and guide her every step as she moves and is held by your love.. your perfect love takes away the fear, in your name. jesus, father and spirit, we love you, thank you for loving us, and for what you do.. amen

Kelly Boyd said...

Now that I don't see you at the office to give you a hug I am glad I have this to read and see how you are doing... xxxxHUGxxxx

If you need anything, even if it's just someone to sit with you and keep you company or whatever, please let me know.

You are in my prayers my friend!